this is a hard one, cause there isn't much i envy. in fact most of the things i envy i've had at one point.
7 things i lack & covet
- my old body. i think with my old body i'd have the women going crazy, instead of thinking i'm lazy.
- how i felt about life before i was diagnosed with MS.
- people happily married. after being married, and knowing what it felt like. i can't help but miss that feeling. the feeling of being with someone, being in love, and hoping to spend forever with them.
- the attention others get for my work. playing the background is cool, but sometimes it bothers me that people reap more benefits than i do. and it's my ideas, creativity, or words.
- youth. as i get older and older. the aches & pains grow randomly...i envy that guy who just gets up everyday full of energy. no responsibilities.
- people who can just "not care". i care too much, about everything. which doesn't seem like a bad thing. until you add up all the things i care too much about and no one else does. i envy people who can just get over/past things, cause it's hard for me.
- i got to admit, after being on the yacht all weekend. i want one. so much so, i'm so contemplating buying one with my homeboys. which goes against my inner "voice of reason".
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Number 6 is me all the way. I wish I had the ability to turn off certain emotions with a switch.
HOLD UP! I was on a yacht too this past weekend. Was that YOU!? LOL...no I was just on one Saturday night and we didn't go any damn where. Lame ass dude.
#1 would have to be one of mine too..not that the ladies went crazy but the fellas did...back when it didn't matter what i ate every thing would land right..smh..now its just all over the place.
#3 i envy them too but i haven't ever been married its because i want that and i'm at the age that i feel like it may never happen for me.
@starrla monae: you might have seen me. we were yacht living this weekend, all yacht everything.
@sunshinestar110: me & you on the same page. and trust marriage will come when you're ready & blow your mind, don't give up. I wanna invite.
I too wish that I didnt care about some things and some people. Especially those women that can let their fat meat just hang allover the place and be rolling in their too tight clothes. I have been working really hard on my body and have lost 30 lbs but there are just some things that I have no business wearing.
youth is good but I have to admit that as I get older I have gotten so much better. I am loving the woman that I am in my 30's oppose to my 20's.
I envy the happily ever after and marriage. I want to be married but I am trying to be paitent for him to find me.
Sunshinestar, NEVER GIVE UP ON MARRIAGE - there was an article the other day about an 80 y/o woman that was getting married for the first time but she had known the man for 20+ years. LOVE IS ALWAY OMNIPRESENT... you gotta believe.
Oh and Starrla, I so wanna know about the lame ass dude. lol.
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