7 deadly sins challenge is OVER.. .

thank all of you who particpated in this. (if i left anyone out, let me know)

starrla monae (person i stole this idea from)

sunshinestar110

monique

freckles

it's been real ladies..but it's officially over...

this challenge is a wrap. it was much easier than expected. and surprising how many of the sins, i'm guilty of..but not so much in a bad way. i think that's the thing we must all remember. we all sin. we all have things and issues that we need to work on, but at the same time..it's a part of being human.

love secrets...

[day #7: lust]

7 love secrets

1. i'm a sentimental guy. i save the notes, cards, letters, etc...maybe it's sweet, maybe it's blackmail..who knows.
2. i won't change my sheets...until i can't smell her scent on them anymore. i will sleep on her pillow, side of the bed..whatever it takes to feel like she's still here.
3.  pictures in my phone. i always keep pictures of the person i'm with on my phone so i can randomly look at them whenever the feeling hits.
4. favorite place to kiss a woman is...on the lips. you can interpret that anyway you'd like. as long as you like it naughty lol..
5. i practice sexting. the art of sext picture taking, to be exact. i want to know all my good angles for when the time is right. the outtakes are numerous & hilarious. don't be surprised if you get #21 then #342. i don't sext reckless (unless drunk), so bs pictures will not get sent.
6. i was a "secret admirer" once. i wrote a love note to a girl when i was in the 6th grade...i was shy and signed it "your secret admirer". she read it and wasn't impressed. she told everyone her dad was a police officer and he was going to find out who wrote it. and i was literally scared for months. i stopped talking to her after that, to prevent the chances of me being found out
7. sex control. the longest relationship i've ever had involved no sex at all. my first girlfriend and i promised to stay virgins till we got married. we didn't get married, but we did stay virgins from middle school till college (when we broke up..). i still feel like she owes me sex till this day..lol

i'm guilty...of pleasuring myself..

[day # 6: gluttony]

7 guilty pleasures 

1. texting & talking on the phone. if i leave my phone at home i'll die. i always have it, if i don't..i'll go back and get it. it sleeps in the bed with me. it eats with me. i even talk to people while i'm taking a shower using my blue tooth.
2. women. i like em', i love em'. talking to, looking at, laying up under, sex, whatevers clever.
3. reality tv. the fuckery is entertaining. i'm more into game show type reality (survivor, amazing race, the competitor..) but i admit the most of the coonery that plays on vh1 is just as entertaining.
4. twitter. yall already know. #twitterkilling myself now.
5. cupcakes. i will devour any cupcake in sight. buying them are dangerous, because like lays potato chips...i can't just eat one. if i get a 24 pack..i will eat them until i have sprinkles coming out my nose/ears/and eyes..dunno why i like them so much. but i love some damn cupcakes.
6. music. it's pretty much my life outside of my son. my cd collection is out of this world. i have thousands of cds, records, tapes, sounds..two studios, equiped with instruments, equipment, speakers, etc. if i'm not with my son, chasing after a chick, i'm doing music.
7. porn. i like it, i love it. i want some more of it. i figured i add this since i was informed my site has been blocked by someone's work browser for being porn. so i might as well talk about it right?

i'm greedy...

 

[day #5: greed]

 7 worldly material desires...

worldly possession

noun

a commodity or good associated with the earthly, rather than the spiritual, existence of human beings

materialism

noun
	interest in and desire for money, possessions, etc, rather than spiritual or ethical values

 desire

noun

 

a longing or craving, as for something that brings satisfaction or enjoyment.

 this is a hard one, because most of my material wants are satisfied. i'm a simple guy. i get things i want, but for the most part..i don't want much. most of things i want, that i don't have..i just don't get cause i talk myself out of it. 

1. my old house. it was everything to me. i dreamed it. i built it. i love(d) it. i like to refer to it as, "the house love built..and divorce destroyed".
2. i'd love to win the lottery or a game show. not really even for the money (well the lottery for the money)..i'd love to win a show like amazing race, survivor, minute to win it. i'm very competitive and i'd love to win some shit and have that title. "lotto winner", "survivor", etc..
3. more acknowledgement. not fame. just acknowledgment, accolades, appreciation.
4. all music everything. albums, instruments, equipment, speakers, if it has anything to do with music. i want it.
5. i love technology and i want/need...the new shit.
6. to flip houses. this is something me and a few of my dudes have considered a few times. i built/sold a few houses years ago. but nothing myself. i want to be involved..(cause i LOVE do-it-yourself type shit). and i'd love to buy a run down house flip that shit, then flip that profit. 
7. my damn pillow. yall think i was playing about this shit. i really want my fucking pillow back. (click here to read the backstory)

i'll get to it tomorrow...

[day #4: sloth]

7 things i neglect to do...

1. tell everyone in my life i love them..a lot of times, i think they just know. or i take for granted that i'll have the opportunity to tell them.
2. thank God everyday, for the day...no matter if i liked it or not. a lot of times i get distracted by things going on in my life. that i forget to say thank you. i forget to focus on the fact that i'm alive. i'm walking. i'm alert..etc. the most important part is...i'm alive. and i should be thankful.
3. to take my injections. i forget a lot. sometimes on purpose. sometimes not on purpose. but i neglect to take them like i should.
4. to sleep. dunno why this is a hard thing for me. i'm an extreme morning person. but i also don't sleep more than a few hours a night.
5. housework. fix things that are broken, change light bulbs, clean (dust, mop, sweet, or wash), cut my grass. my grass at my other house could host a family of hobbits and i wouldn't know till i viciously ran over them with my tractor. lol
6. call my grandma more. even tho i'm her favorite grandchild, she's lonely and she keeps asking me to do so. (i actually called her today cause she's getting surgery tomorrow). i need to do better.
7. to live everyday, like it's my last. i keep thinking things can wait till tomorrow. and i constantly put things off and procrastinate. the time to get in shape, now. to eat better, now. the time to not take shit, now. the time to be proactive, now. i can't help it if tomorrow always seems more appealing time to start a better habit.

mr. pissed off. . .

[day #3: wrath]

7 things that piss  me off

1. bad drivers. i've already expressed my reasons. bad drivers should just die. or lose their license, whichever happens first.
2. inconsiderate people. inconsiderate of my time, my opinions, my emotions, or my space. smokers: who try to kill themselves and me..in passing. kids that play in my damn yard.
3. cheaters. in love, life, or games (sports, board, card, etc..). 
4. animals & insects. i don't even know why. i just hate them. i hate being outside because of them. i hate being in someone's house who has pets.
5. not being in control. of life, love, health, emotions. it just pisses me off when i have to leave things to chance.  
6. when bad things, happen to good people. just makes me think about how unfair shit is. and how sometimes, even when you do everything righ...bad things are just inevitable. and there is nothing you could do different. just sucks.
7. waiting. on things to happen, in line, things to change, etc. waiting to me is equivlent to dying. i feel like i'm dying. i'd rather be stabbed or shot cause at least i'd have a reason to be whinning.

i want it....someone else got it

[day #2: envy]

this is a hard one, cause there isn't much i envy. in fact most of the things i envy i've had at one point.

7 things i lack & covet

1. my old body. i think with my old body i'd have the women going crazy, instead of thinking i'm lazy. 
2. how i felt about life before i was diagnosed with MS.
3. people happily married. after being married, and knowing what it felt like. i can't help but miss that feeling. the feeling of being with someone, being in love, and hoping to spend forever with them.
4. the attention others get for my work. playing the background is cool, but sometimes it bothers me that people reap more benefits than i do. and it's my ideas, creativity, or words.
5. youth. as i get older and older. the aches & pains grow randomly...i envy that guy who just gets up everyday full of energy. no responsibilities.
6. people who can just "not care". i care too much, about everything. which doesn't seem like a bad thing. until you add up all the things i care too much about and no one else does. i envy people who can just get over/past things, cause it's hard for me.
7. i got to admit, after being on the yacht all weekend. i want one. so much so, i'm so contemplating buying one with my homeboys. which goes against my inner "voice of reason".

7 great things about me...

[day 1: pride]

7 great things about me?

1. i'm a comedian. even if you don't think i'm funny, you think it's funny that i think i'm funny. i have the gift of laughter. and i like to make everyone around me smile/laugh.
2.  my son. one of the greatest things about me. i love being a father. love having a child. love the whole experience and think i'm great at it, and was meant to do it.
3. my humility. 
4. i'm that "voice of reason" friend everyone should have. i talk people into logically thinking about things, instead of allowing them to jump off ledges when they may not be able to able to survive the fall.
5. my eyebrows; focal point of my entire face. 
6. my heart: a romantic. a giver. compassionate.
7. i'm a technical person. ask me any technical question and if i can't tell you right off, i'll figure it out and tell you in a minute.

another challenge?...within a challenge?

 so..trying to catch up on my blog steez..i click up on another challenge. a challenge within a challenge is really a challenge. so now i'm doing the 7 deadly sins challenge, as seen on starrla monae's blog: starrla monae

The 7 Deadly Sins...

Day 1 - Pride. Seven great things about yourself.
Day 2 - Envy. Seven things you lack and covet.
Day 3 - Wrath. Seven things that piss you off.
Day 4 - Sloth. Seven things you neglect to do.
Day 5 - Greed. Seven worldly material desires.
Day 6 - Gluttony. Seven guilty pleasures.
Day 7 - Lust. Seven love secrets
Let us begin...shall we?

if anyone would like to join this one. feel free. let me know you're doing it tho so i can check up on you.