Tuesday, September 7, 2010

the newness...

you had on a gray dress. i remember, because it wrapped around you so perfectly. with a gray sweater and flats. i remember thinking this woman is amazing. simply amazing. i felt the butterflies swarming around my stomach, i started sweating, and getting nervous. it's not usual to see an angel in broad day light. but there you were, just standing there. looking like a million...billion...trillion dollars. all i could do is stand there and stare.

that's when i knew i was born to love you. it was the first time i saw you. and you left me speechless...

as i struggled for words, i'm sure i looked foolish. you completely blew my mind. i couldn't see, think, or even walk straight. i didn't know what beauty was, until that moment. and i wanted to stay in that moment forever...

 hey..hey...hay....

i can't get enough of hitting you up. texting. sexting. calling. emailing. writing. gchatting. tweeting. bbming (and i don't even have a blackberry). i just miss you. and yes, it's only been 4.32 minutes since we last spoke. saw one another. were together. but seconds away from you feel like hours. hours like days. days like weeks...i'm anticipating that beep, chirp, ring, "you got mail", letter..anything...i just gotta know you're thinking of me like i'm thinking of you. in fact my heart is beating triple time right now. remembering the sweet taste of your kiss. the way you run your finger across my lips before you kiss me. teasing me with your softness. i feel a tingle with every touch, fireworks with every kiss, connected with every look. you see right through me, and i  l-o-v-e  that.

i can't get enough of you. feeling you close to me. it's like a blanket fresh out of the dryer when i wrap my arms around you. all warm, soft, scented so gentle. i inhale you like the air and breath you like steam. because you set me on fire. every inch of my body is ignited with passion when i'm with you. from the curve of your neck to the small of your back, my lips and hands stay busy trailing across your body. you are so perfect. flawless. incredible...

but it's not just your outward beauty that astounds me. you have a kind heart and a beautiful mind. your intellect attracts me. those references to novels, biographies, world events...that's sexy. your dreams, aspirations, experiences..i want to hear them all. it's rare to find all the qualities you want in one woman. you embody all the things i need in my life. i pray that this love last forever, and it's not just the newness....


[day #2: sweet talk week]

8 comments:

JStar said...

This is absolutlety beautiful...Thats how I feel about my baby...The second he leaves me, I miss him...

Alovelydai said...

I feel all warm & tingly now

xxxx said...

♥ ♥ you and i are two of a kind. thats why i love your blog so much... ♥ ♥

tha unpretentious narcissist© said...

@jstar: thank you. and that's how you should feel about the person you're with. it shouldn't get old. and if it does, it shouldn't diminish the feelings you have. the "i can't wait to see you again". that's vital in a relationship.

@alovelydai: lol..good good..

@xxxx: thank you. i'm glad it's some more folks like me out there. feeling kinda lonely. lol

sunshinestar110 said...

that just made me feel some type of way!! lol

DaBossBitch said...

I've become very cautious of the newness!

★Starrla Monae☆ said...

The newness is always so damn good...

tha unpretentious narcissist© said...

@sunshinestar110: i hope the some type of way was a good way & not a bad way..

@dabossbitch: don't be afraid of the newness. just embrace it. it's a great part of a relationship. the trick is finding it again if you lose it.

@starrla monae: always so very damn good..lol