honestly...i'm cheating on you. i know i said i would never do it. i know i told you there was no one else for me, but you. i know you think that i'm an awful person. i'm sorry.
the truth is, i've been in love with this person for a long time now. she's everything i've always wanted, need, or could need. it's not you, it's me. wait....
it is you. not to point fingers. not to place the blame. but the reason i'm in love with her, more than i'm in love with you is your fault. harsh. mean. but the truth. are you upset? again, i'm sorry. i'm not doing this to hurt you. i'm just trying to be honest.
her name? her name is..."* * * * *" , yes. she has the same name as you. where did i meet her? "* * * * * * * * * * *", yes. the same place i met you. does that make it worse? no, i'm not doing this to make you more upset. see i still don't think you get it. the person i'm in love with is you. it's just the old you. i want the old thing back. i want the girl who couldn't get enough of loving me. the one who i could hear the smile on her face when she spoke to me. the one who wanted to do any & everything to make me happy. the one who would talk to me into the early hours of the morning. the one who tried...the one who fought...the one who cared. what happen to her? where did she go? i find myself missing her even when i'm with you. thinking about her every time you make excuses. i never doubted her words, feelings, love...but as the excuses leave your lips i can't help thinking.."who are you?"
see i understand people change. i really do. i understand the things we want and need change. but you can't fault me for wanting something, i've always wanted if you were the one who changed. you want me to understand that things have to be this way ( <---- ) for you. well please understand things have to be this way ( ----> ) for me. i need the effort. i need the love. i need that old thing back.
question of the week.....
Q. What happens when one person changes, but you don't....can you make it work? Or do you just give up?