Sunday, August 22, 2010

delicious love...



"can i taste your love? i bet it's delicious. i bet it's sweet, sweeter than your kisses. "


i think i'm addicted to you. i sit around feenin' for another hit. another kiss. another touch. another chance to look in your eyes. i want need it...now. i can't wait another hour, minute, second..it's like the more i'm without it the more incomplete i become. i need to re-up on you. i need see you, spend time, be close..

close enough to smell you. not your perfume, not your shampoo, not anything you're wearing. but to smell you. i need your essence to travel to my nostrils so i can breathe you. with each breath it makes my heart skip, my eyes close tightly. as if i'm stuck in a dream. a dream that may or not be true. see whenever i'm with you my reality is blurred. is this true? can't be, it's too good to be true. and when i pinch myself, i find myself fighting to keep my eyes closed. just in case. in case when i open them you're not here.

so i use my hands...i reach out. your skin against my fingertips wake up my senses. it's like i can see with my eyes closed. i can hear with my ears closed. i can taste with my mouth closed. it becomes second nature. i know your body like i constructed it myself. every inch, every curve, every indention. my hands glide like a sculptor tracing you, touching you, feeling you...as if it's my last chance. and it is. it's my last chance in this moment. so forgive me if i linger here or there for a while. if my hands get stuck in one place. it's just that i can't get this moment back, so i want to make it last forever...and ever.

or at least till you can't take it anymore. as i open my eyes, slowly. one by one. making sure you're still here. i can't help but stare. readjust my eyes on you. you are so beautiful. yes, even with your clothes on. shirt wrinkled, head scarf on, my old jogging pants. i still see through to your center. your heart, your mind, your soul all send signals to me at one time. you feel that? that's me sending signals back to you. i call it "breath signals", because with every breath i take my soul is whispering "i love you". i hope you can hear it. if not, i'll whisper it in your ear. i'm not afraid to say it, i know it grows tiring. but i never know when i'll run out of chances to let you know. so i'll say it till it echos in the heavens in the sky. so you'll never forget, never doubt, never question...


i kiss your ear, your neck, your shoulder...as i trace "i - l- o - v - e  - y - o - u" down your arm. when i hold your hand an incredible warm feeling rushes over me. as i interlock my fingers with yours, i feel connected. i can feel what your thinking. i can feel that shiver that's running down your spine. it's like your playing tag, because now it's running down mine.

i want to kiss you. sorry for the thought blurting it's way out of my subconscious. but now that i've thought it into the moment, i can't help but want to. can i kiss you? can i taste your love...it feels like i've been waiting all my life...for one kiss.

9 comments:

Monique said...

*Picking up my jaw from the floor.* Wow

Jen said...

I swear, dude, if we didn't know each other for years and you weren't like a brother to me... LOL.

Good work, grasshopper.

★Starrla Monae☆ said...

....and I say DAMN....she's lucky...

Ciara Denise said...

WOW

JStar said...

Ok now...This is EXACTLY how I feel about my baby, so I felt every word of this...

sunshinestar110 said...

*sigh* you know what ATL....

DaBossBitch said...

I need a minute to catch my breath!

luvlymskrissy said...

Aww that was lovely buddy!

tha unpretentious narcissist© said...

thanks all of you for appreciating this. it's weird the person i'd dedicate it to, wouldn't appreciate this at all.