Wednesday, November 9, 2011

at the top of my lungs. . .

i love you. but i dislike talking to you sometimes.

i see forever with you. but sometimes i just need some space.

i understand. but at times i think you're totally insane.

you make me so mad sometimes i just wanna scream at the top of my lungs..


not fuck you. not we're fucking finish. just, FUCK! how can someone you love so much, make you so fucking mad. make you wanna punch a wall, a stranger, somebody's ugly little baby. how can i get so upset that it just totally ruins my mood or my day. how can you make me pissed off at EVERYONE else, when really i'm just mad at you. fuck.

can't think. can't focus. i'm walking around like a zombie, replaying our conversation. rehearsing my responses. wondering if i can deal with this. deal with you. fuck.

actually thinking all the other chicks i've dealt with aren't as crazy as i thought they were (but they are) cause you are mayor of crazyland today. and as crazy as i think you are right now...i still can't bring myself to saying, fuck you.

i just wanna scream FUCK...FUCK...FUCK...FUCK at the top of my lungs.

and then be back in love with you an hour later. fuck.


Piph said...

lol this is funny cause its true

Krissy said...

O.o and hour? Lol

sunshinestar110 said...

*sigh* I wish I had an answer for you but i'm currently trying to figure out for myself!!

and you bounce back fast?!!?! I need at least 3 or 4 to get my mind right!

Monique said...

Nothing but truth here

tha unpretentious narcissist© said...

@piph: lol..and i'm really do this. like for real.

@krissy: yanno how wishy washy i am.

@sunshinestar110: and hour is loosely incorrect. but i was trying to seem like a "bigger person" than i actually

@monique: thank ya, thank ya